hip hip huraaaaaayyyy
after all the mood swings, lame sensitivity, unimportant tears, crazy period, and uncountable laughs.... im officially 20 years old now. hello big TWO ZERO. i repeat: TWO ZERO. TWENTY. DUA PULUH.
basically, i just wanna share my big day and how i entered my new age..
first, my friends said that i would experience something that they called "Syndrom 20". when they told me, i was like "what the hell man". i mean, hello?! there's no such thing as syndrom 20. it sounds ridiculuous! they said i would be SUPER-DUPER-ULTRA-MEGA SENSITIVE, my period would be unstable, i would feel anxious, insecure, happy, and sad at the same time... sounds like hell. i know.
and then, 2 weeks before my big day................
i started to feel anxious, i became very sensitive, i thought about unimportant things, i cried when everything wasnt like what i expected and i became a cranky woman. my selfishness was so huge that i couldnt handle it anymore. i even went to the airport in the middle of the night just to see aeroplanes and i wished i could go back to be with my best friends. at that time, i couldnt think clearly, my mind was twisted, i just want to be with my bestfriends.. aris prasetya, aditialukman, and bimo darmoyo. so i begged them to come no matter how hard it was. yes i acted like a spoilt brat (like i always be) ask them everyday to come on my bday... thank god, my friends agreed to come... then i started to plan everything.. i couldnt wait till they come until... one of them told me that he lost his passport. what an idiot! lost your house key, fine. lost your mobile phone, fine. but lost your passport? STUPID! supported by my lame-ness.. i felt like my world is going to fall. everything was so blur. dark. no hope. i cried and cried because he cant come to my bday.. i had no passion for living. (i know it sounds lame but it;s true). then i was wishing that i dont want my bday anymore. THANK GOD, he found his passport. i was so happy and my life became better. i was so excited excited and excited. and the day came.. they arrived in this filthy city. all of them. i was so happy. i was no longer think about 20. just me and my bestmen. my supermen.
and 20 was getting closer...
we were so high at my bday night and i didnt care if they dont remember my bday.. but suddenly, one of my supermen asked me to stand up.. and all of them was circling me.. the music was techno electro kind of thing, then he changed the song.. at first i thought it was an ordinary mixtape song.. but then the dj sang "happy birthday song". i was so surprised. speechless. nevert thought that guys like them could be so sweet. then all of them hugged me.. at that time, all i could think of was that i want this moment forever. no past. no future. just present. like this. so i entered my two zero with my supermen besides me. i couldnt ask for more. it was too good to be true.
and the surprise didnt stop there...
to thank all my friends, i held a bday dinner at an italian restaurant.. my bro was there with all my friends...
and suddenly..... the waiter came from behind me and give me a bday cake... oooooohhhhh shitt.. i was speechless. this couldnt be true. then when i turned my body, i was even more shocked. MY MOM AND DAD came all the way from singapore just to surprise me. wuhooooooooo.............. IT WAS CRAZY!!!!!!! i wanted to cry but i was too shy *lol*
finally, I BLEW MY BDAY CANDLES IN FRONT OF MY MOM DAD BRO AND MY BESTMEN. God, you've been so nice to me :)
after all the surprises, the gifts, and the pre-20 dramas... i realized that hey... 20 is not a big deal. life must be happy and excited, isnt it?
ok. life's unpredictable. andI'm not God. but i can deal with it.. as long as i know that i got someone not only on my side, but also on my back, front and the other side.. and one important thing. NO ONE CAN PUSH ME TO CHANGE MY BEHAVIOUR JUST BECAUSE IM 20. IM TWENTY AND MY FUTURE LOOKS BRIGHT..
im still the old ayya... who loves to study hard, and play harder :)
Nov 6, 2009
Jul 23, 2009
TAKE ME BACK TO STOP BECAUSE IT'S SO AWESOME!
okay now I'm on my third week of holiday in Jkota and I'm getting bored with it. everything is so borrrrriiiiinnggg (yes, with lots of r, i, n, and g)...start missing KL :( I miss those uncivilized days back there where I could do what I wanted to do and I could go where I wanted to go without considering others (I know it sound damn selfish but hey, that's life in KL).
To make it more simple, let me put it this way:
Here in Jkota, life is waaaaaaaaayyyy hedonistic. yes, HEDONISTIC. do you get that? hedonistic as in hedonistic as in no mercy for your wallet! I admit that KL is hedon enough but Jkota.. hummm.. it's metropolitan city babe! it's about to be or not to be.
cafe to cafe, restaurant to restaurant, mall to mall and yes, you have to be dressed up! and it's tiring because I have to be dressed up almost everytime or people would look at me and think that I'm an alien.
soooo what have I been doing in Jkota? I'll give a quick resume... I've been to Portico in Senayan City, well it's a nice place actually. it's just the food is suck. I mean what kind of lasagna that served with beef rendang? is it a new style of cuisine? pitalia? padang-italia? ehmm whatever.
then I went to Bandung twice.. bandung is good. bandung is cold. and it's not as hectic as Jkota (it's general knowledge right?)
what else? hmmmmm let me think.... o yeah, I've been to La Codefin, Toy's Cafe, Dijan's, Bremer and SUSHI YA!!!!
for this holiday, I think sushi ya is the coolest place to hang out and I dont know why. It's just.. the ambience..it's so good that I could stay there for hours without complaining.
well, actually I hope there's something that I can do to brighten up my holiday, at leas to make it more interesting rather than sitting in sushi day all day long.. and yeah I WANNA GO BACK TO STOP ISLAND.
btw, have I told about stop island? I dont think so
ok, before I came back to jkota, I went to stop island in terengganu state (maley) with Inu, Niva, and Aris.
we took the bus for 8 hours and we stopped at the so called bus station, and then we took a speedboat to get to the island and once we reached the island we were amazed by its beauty. CRYSTAL CLEAR WATER! WHITE SAND! it's heaven man!
then one Sweden girl joined our trip and then we booked a family room, it's cheap and it's quite ok for a resort in an island..
then we started to live like island people where there's no signal, no 24 hours electricity... and that's amazing! as for myself, I realized that I've been living as a big city girl..I cant live without cellphone and internet (really, I mean it) and for the first time in my life, I didnt complain about not getting signal and electricity. (only on the first day I dried my hair with hairdryer in the coffee shop because there is no plug inside the room)
the resort was awesome and very nature friendly.. every morning, I could hear the birds, I saw chipmunk, and other animals (even a small snake). then I went snorkeling and it was AWESOMY AWESOME! I saw turtles and colorful corals. ohhh GOD, you're so cool! hahahahhahaha.... the point is, although I went to stop island for only 3 days 2 nights, it gave me a great and unforgettable experience.. and now compared to Jkota hectic life, I really really miss stop island...
been telling myself to be patient and wait until August 3rd.. then KL I'm baaaaacccckkk!!!!!!
miss my baby blue car, miss mamak and its food, canai bread! tom yum! aaarghhhh I miss them all.....
and howcome I dont miss college at all? haahaahahahahaahahahhahahahaa
oh shyt, I failed 1 subject!. Mr. Chandra how could you do this to meeeee????? it's a nightmare and Im so not ready to retake the subject. reporting for print? what the heck!
ok that's enough. im sleepy
adios.
To make it more simple, let me put it this way:
Here in Jkota, life is waaaaaaaaayyyy hedonistic. yes, HEDONISTIC. do you get that? hedonistic as in hedonistic as in no mercy for your wallet! I admit that KL is hedon enough but Jkota.. hummm.. it's metropolitan city babe! it's about to be or not to be.
cafe to cafe, restaurant to restaurant, mall to mall and yes, you have to be dressed up! and it's tiring because I have to be dressed up almost everytime or people would look at me and think that I'm an alien.
soooo what have I been doing in Jkota? I'll give a quick resume... I've been to Portico in Senayan City, well it's a nice place actually. it's just the food is suck. I mean what kind of lasagna that served with beef rendang? is it a new style of cuisine? pitalia? padang-italia? ehmm whatever.
then I went to Bandung twice.. bandung is good. bandung is cold. and it's not as hectic as Jkota (it's general knowledge right?)
what else? hmmmmm let me think.... o yeah, I've been to La Codefin, Toy's Cafe, Dijan's, Bremer and SUSHI YA!!!!
for this holiday, I think sushi ya is the coolest place to hang out and I dont know why. It's just.. the ambience..it's so good that I could stay there for hours without complaining.
well, actually I hope there's something that I can do to brighten up my holiday, at leas to make it more interesting rather than sitting in sushi day all day long.. and yeah I WANNA GO BACK TO STOP ISLAND.
btw, have I told about stop island? I dont think so
ok, before I came back to jkota, I went to stop island in terengganu state (maley) with Inu, Niva, and Aris.
we took the bus for 8 hours and we stopped at the so called bus station, and then we took a speedboat to get to the island and once we reached the island we were amazed by its beauty. CRYSTAL CLEAR WATER! WHITE SAND! it's heaven man!
then one Sweden girl joined our trip and then we booked a family room, it's cheap and it's quite ok for a resort in an island..
then we started to live like island people where there's no signal, no 24 hours electricity... and that's amazing! as for myself, I realized that I've been living as a big city girl..I cant live without cellphone and internet (really, I mean it) and for the first time in my life, I didnt complain about not getting signal and electricity. (only on the first day I dried my hair with hairdryer in the coffee shop because there is no plug inside the room)
the resort was awesome and very nature friendly.. every morning, I could hear the birds, I saw chipmunk, and other animals (even a small snake). then I went snorkeling and it was AWESOMY AWESOME! I saw turtles and colorful corals. ohhh GOD, you're so cool! hahahahhahaha.... the point is, although I went to stop island for only 3 days 2 nights, it gave me a great and unforgettable experience.. and now compared to Jkota hectic life, I really really miss stop island...
been telling myself to be patient and wait until August 3rd.. then KL I'm baaaaacccckkk!!!!!!
miss my baby blue car, miss mamak and its food, canai bread! tom yum! aaarghhhh I miss them all.....
and howcome I dont miss college at all? haahaahahahahaahahahhahahahaa
oh shyt, I failed 1 subject!. Mr. Chandra how could you do this to meeeee????? it's a nightmare and Im so not ready to retake the subject. reporting for print? what the heck!
ok that's enough. im sleepy
adios.
Jun 17, 2009
WHERE IS HOLIDAY?
I've been suffering from bloody assignments, ignoring the essay, thinking of sea, sun, and sand. WHERE THE HELL IS HOLIDAY?
actually, I'm doing my last filthy assignment currently, which is 2500 words essay about privacy in Web 2.0 *hmm sounds complicated*. and the best part is.. my brain is stop working while I really really need it! seriously! it's stop. can you imagine that your brain feels mad at you so it won't work? how suck it is! dear my brainy brain.. would you help me out with this last assignment? I promise I'll give you the best refreshments ever :))
aarghhh holiday starts in the next 2 days and my assignment goes nowhere. 1000 words out of 2500. ouch! it's a long long way to go man.. grrr
I have like thousands of plans for holiday.. start from shopping, singapore, perhentian island, jkota, and many more but it wont happen until I'm done with the lil assignment bitch. oh God please help meeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! It's like I'm in the beginning of a bridge and holiday is dancing in the end of the bridge, and while I'm walking slowly to holiday, it's like hundreds of people are punching and kicking me. however, just like what people say.. no pain no gain. no assignments no holiday.
the first thing I would do right after I'm done with the bitch is go to Singapore. I dont know why Singapore, I just wanna go here. well, actually to buy a pair of NIke blazer and a pair of Doc Mart. hahahahahaahaa shopping is the best pain killer man. admit it!
ok, seems like I gotta go back to my be-yotch..well, at least I can write up to 1300 before I sleep, so tommorow won't be too hard hehehehhe
actually, I'm doing my last filthy assignment currently, which is 2500 words essay about privacy in Web 2.0 *hmm sounds complicated*. and the best part is.. my brain is stop working while I really really need it! seriously! it's stop. can you imagine that your brain feels mad at you so it won't work? how suck it is! dear my brainy brain.. would you help me out with this last assignment? I promise I'll give you the best refreshments ever :))
aarghhh holiday starts in the next 2 days and my assignment goes nowhere. 1000 words out of 2500. ouch! it's a long long way to go man.. grrr
I have like thousands of plans for holiday.. start from shopping, singapore, perhentian island, jkota, and many more but it wont happen until I'm done with the lil assignment bitch. oh God please help meeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! It's like I'm in the beginning of a bridge and holiday is dancing in the end of the bridge, and while I'm walking slowly to holiday, it's like hundreds of people are punching and kicking me. however, just like what people say.. no pain no gain. no assignments no holiday.
the first thing I would do right after I'm done with the bitch is go to Singapore. I dont know why Singapore, I just wanna go here. well, actually to buy a pair of NIke blazer and a pair of Doc Mart. hahahahahaahaa shopping is the best pain killer man. admit it!
ok, seems like I gotta go back to my be-yotch..well, at least I can write up to 1300 before I sleep, so tommorow won't be too hard hehehehhe
May 13, 2009
leaving j-kota
hello all, now Im back in KL. awwhh how pathetic that sounds?
well, sbenernya when I was still in J-kota, specially hari-hari pertama.. gue ga sabar pengen cepet-cepet balik ke KL because kehidupan di J-kota amat sangat tidak menarik. smua org busy.. busy kuliah lah, busy ini itu.. ga ada yang bisa diajak pergi.. and it made me harus stay jaga Sushi-Ya every-fucken-day! imagine, sitting in the same place for hours and do nothing selain ngerokok, ngecek ini itu yang ga seberapa pentingnya.. aaww boringnya juaraaa!!! tp ternyata tanpa disadari I enjoyed it very much :))
yeap, sitting alone.. smoking.. drinking iced ocha.. having some me-time.. eating sushi like hell.. watching people come and go.. listening to people's conversation (kepo).. checking my employees' work.. chit-chatting with customers.. hmm not so bad..
and now, when I get what I want (KL), I feel pretty sad.. leaving my Sushi-Ya, leaving my employees, leaving its damn-comfortable circumstances.. I miss greeting customers, serving dishes and main kasir"an.. hehehehe
so now Im sitting alone in my bed waiting to feel sleepy, and I hope by writing this blog bisa membuat gue sleepy..
currently listening to Glenn Fredly and Dewi Persik's hikayat cinta and Rihanna's hatin on the club. cheesy. I know. tapi lagunya lucu bangett :) norak-norak nagih gitu hahahahhaa demi penguasa bumi dan surgaaaaa kau memang indaaahhh o oo ooww..
and yeaaaaapp, I haven't touched my assignments padahal menumpuk puk puk! mau crazy nih gue rasanyaaaa... and one more thing, I'm having my period now.. what a bad bad timing. pms + period = bad combination.
karena gue masih holiday, so I'm gonna spend my days wisely as in hang out as much as I can hahahahahaha..
I know it sounds stupid but yeah, I dont care.. I just wanna have fun before hell (a.k.a assignments)
hmmm *stuck*
ok, actually I cant wait for july, eventhough my holiday starts from june.. but yea, I so cannot wait for july.
why july? what's so special about july? is it because my parents' wedding anniversary? is it because aluk's birthday? or is it because bimo's having his "sidang TKA"? no no no. not at all. it is because I'm planning to make my dream come true.
yea I mean it man, I'm planning to go some place that I've been dreaming for I don't know how long..
just wish me luck. call me the dream catcher. hahahahahhahaahahahhaa
talking about dream, it reminds me of my bestie, Congkek. well, he's not a fully human being, he's half animal. hahaha. penampilannya aja manusia, tapi attitudenya binatang.. anyways, si congkek ini sering banget diremehkan oleh orang-orang sekitarnya.. mulai dari kuliah yg ga beres-beres, selera baju, selera makanan, semuanya salah.. however, he believes in the power of dream. he dreamt about getting the gold medal di PON 2008, and he got it. kata-kata dia yg slalu diucapin adalah "percaya pada kekuatan mimpi!" and he says it OUT LOUD. so I'm doing it... with my own way and my own dream.
zzzzzzzzz *I fell asleep*
well, sbenernya when I was still in J-kota, specially hari-hari pertama.. gue ga sabar pengen cepet-cepet balik ke KL because kehidupan di J-kota amat sangat tidak menarik. smua org busy.. busy kuliah lah, busy ini itu.. ga ada yang bisa diajak pergi.. and it made me harus stay jaga Sushi-Ya every-fucken-day! imagine, sitting in the same place for hours and do nothing selain ngerokok, ngecek ini itu yang ga seberapa pentingnya.. aaww boringnya juaraaa!!! tp ternyata tanpa disadari I enjoyed it very much :))
yeap, sitting alone.. smoking.. drinking iced ocha.. having some me-time.. eating sushi like hell.. watching people come and go.. listening to people's conversation (kepo).. checking my employees' work.. chit-chatting with customers.. hmm not so bad..
and now, when I get what I want (KL), I feel pretty sad.. leaving my Sushi-Ya, leaving my employees, leaving its damn-comfortable circumstances.. I miss greeting customers, serving dishes and main kasir"an.. hehehehe
so now Im sitting alone in my bed waiting to feel sleepy, and I hope by writing this blog bisa membuat gue sleepy..
currently listening to Glenn Fredly and Dewi Persik's hikayat cinta and Rihanna's hatin on the club. cheesy. I know. tapi lagunya lucu bangett :) norak-norak nagih gitu hahahahhaa demi penguasa bumi dan surgaaaaa kau memang indaaahhh o oo ooww..
and yeaaaaapp, I haven't touched my assignments padahal menumpuk puk puk! mau crazy nih gue rasanyaaaa... and one more thing, I'm having my period now.. what a bad bad timing. pms + period = bad combination.
karena gue masih holiday, so I'm gonna spend my days wisely as in hang out as much as I can hahahahahaha..
I know it sounds stupid but yeah, I dont care.. I just wanna have fun before hell (a.k.a assignments)
hmmm *stuck*
ok, actually I cant wait for july, eventhough my holiday starts from june.. but yea, I so cannot wait for july.
why july? what's so special about july? is it because my parents' wedding anniversary? is it because aluk's birthday? or is it because bimo's having his "sidang TKA"? no no no. not at all. it is because I'm planning to make my dream come true.
yea I mean it man, I'm planning to go some place that I've been dreaming for I don't know how long..
just wish me luck. call me the dream catcher. hahahahahhahaahahahhaa
talking about dream, it reminds me of my bestie, Congkek. well, he's not a fully human being, he's half animal. hahaha. penampilannya aja manusia, tapi attitudenya binatang.. anyways, si congkek ini sering banget diremehkan oleh orang-orang sekitarnya.. mulai dari kuliah yg ga beres-beres, selera baju, selera makanan, semuanya salah.. however, he believes in the power of dream. he dreamt about getting the gold medal di PON 2008, and he got it. kata-kata dia yg slalu diucapin adalah "percaya pada kekuatan mimpi!" and he says it OUT LOUD. so I'm doing it... with my own way and my own dream.
zzzzzzzzz *I fell asleep*
May 7, 2009
truth, lies, and in between
okay, done with my mom's bday surprise thingy (which was success). now I'm facing the reality dan itu sakit! it spanks me so hard!
have you ever felt like cheated or betrayed by your friends cuma karena alesan2 konyol? hmm..what I'm trying to say is this, for me, friendship is the most wonderful thing that ever happened in people's life, and truth is the key of friendship. best friend stabs you in the front true!!!!! for those backstabbers, please go to hell.
there are many kind of friends..yang palsu, yg basa basibahkan friend with benefit.
from all those types, I would like to divide into 2 part of the most annoying and filthy kinds of friends: LIARS and TRAITORS.
knp sih people like to lie for stupid reasons? knp musti pake bohong2? mau pake alesan prinsip "there's nothing wrong with lie if the truth will hurt" ? sempak basaaaaahhhh!! knp ga bisa jadi orang yg fair2an. putih bilang putih, item bilang item, ga ada yg namanya GREY ZONE. rancu gila! kalo ngebahas soal ini gue jd teringat orang padang (well, I'm not trying to be racist, I'm just writing from what I've seen in reality) karena org padang itu fair. pedes bilang pedes (terbukti dari makanannya such as ayam kalio and rendang), meanwhile for those people who like to me-ribet-kan sesuatu atau menutup2i then they just like orang sunda. putih dibilang item, item dibilang putih. because orang sunda makannya sambel kecap (means the actual taste of the food is spicy but it is covered by the soya sauce so it tasted sweet at the beginning though it will turn spicy in the end). pdhl kan smuanya bisa fine2 aja kalo diomongin baik2, dan apalagi kalo that happened to what you called friends. oh man, honesty is gold!
hmmm dan satu lagi, why people love to jilat ludah sendiri! hoekkkk disgusting.
based on my experience nih yaa, dulu waktu jaman2 gue masih sering ke club *caelah* gue dibilang bandel lah, nakal lah, bla bla bla.. dan org2 brengkos itu bilang "ih gue sih ga akan ke club2 kaya lo yya!"
saat itu gue cuma mikir "hmm maybe they're too young *mreka masih smp kelas 2/3 or sma kelas 1 gitu* ntar juga kalo uda sma kelas 2/3an ngerasain sndiri.. and wuhooooo bingo! look at them now, bahkan mereka telat.. kasian bgt deh
dimana Im so done with those things mreka baru aja mulai, lg heboh2nya, norak2nya... ohh sooo kampungan.
knp orang2 macem gini musti exist? bikin polusi aja dehhh.. and it's annonjing!!!!
ahh lama2 jadi kesel sndiri kan gue nulisnya.. aaahh lama2 jd ngantuk kan gue.. aahhh apaan bgt sih iniiii... ahhhh gantung..
have you ever felt like cheated or betrayed by your friends cuma karena alesan2 konyol? hmm..what I'm trying to say is this, for me, friendship is the most wonderful thing that ever happened in people's life, and truth is the key of friendship. best friend stabs you in the front true!!!!! for those backstabbers, please go to hell.
there are many kind of friends..yang palsu, yg basa basibahkan friend with benefit.
from all those types, I would like to divide into 2 part of the most annoying and filthy kinds of friends: LIARS and TRAITORS.
knp sih people like to lie for stupid reasons? knp musti pake bohong2? mau pake alesan prinsip "there's nothing wrong with lie if the truth will hurt" ? sempak basaaaaahhhh!! knp ga bisa jadi orang yg fair2an. putih bilang putih, item bilang item, ga ada yg namanya GREY ZONE. rancu gila! kalo ngebahas soal ini gue jd teringat orang padang (well, I'm not trying to be racist, I'm just writing from what I've seen in reality) karena org padang itu fair. pedes bilang pedes (terbukti dari makanannya such as ayam kalio and rendang), meanwhile for those people who like to me-ribet-kan sesuatu atau menutup2i then they just like orang sunda. putih dibilang item, item dibilang putih. because orang sunda makannya sambel kecap (means the actual taste of the food is spicy but it is covered by the soya sauce so it tasted sweet at the beginning though it will turn spicy in the end). pdhl kan smuanya bisa fine2 aja kalo diomongin baik2, dan apalagi kalo that happened to what you called friends. oh man, honesty is gold!
hmmm dan satu lagi, why people love to jilat ludah sendiri! hoekkkk disgusting.
based on my experience nih yaa, dulu waktu jaman2 gue masih sering ke club *caelah* gue dibilang bandel lah, nakal lah, bla bla bla.. dan org2 brengkos itu bilang "ih gue sih ga akan ke club2 kaya lo yya!"
saat itu gue cuma mikir "hmm maybe they're too young *mreka masih smp kelas 2/3 or sma kelas 1 gitu* ntar juga kalo uda sma kelas 2/3an ngerasain sndiri.. and wuhooooo bingo! look at them now, bahkan mereka telat.. kasian bgt deh
dimana Im so done with those things mreka baru aja mulai, lg heboh2nya, norak2nya... ohh sooo kampungan.
knp orang2 macem gini musti exist? bikin polusi aja dehhh.. and it's annonjing!!!!
ahh lama2 jadi kesel sndiri kan gue nulisnya.. aaahh lama2 jd ngantuk kan gue.. aahhh apaan bgt sih iniiii... ahhhh gantung..
May 4, 2009
the greatest holiday. NOT!
just like what people said "what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger".. well, it's true.. i guess.
the last time I posted my blog was about the stupid dearboy. and now, no more dearboy because he turned into fucken jackass. yea, we broke up because he falls for another monkey. hahaha so rude, I know.
anyways, it's not easy to move on, but thank god i have a lot of crazy friends here who entertained me so well :)
so yeah you can say I'm fully recovered now.. I'm more than ok! in fact, I laugh whenever I see his fb profile because it's just like cheddar, CHEESY! totally LAME. you can check it yourself *ask me for the link* :)
ok, forget about all the jackass thingy, now im having my mid break holiday..and i'm going back to j-kota for my mom's bday... SURPRISEEEEEEEEEE !!!! yeap, the little devil turns to be a little angel. giving her mommy a birthday surprise for the first time in her life.....
while i'm waiting to go back to j-kota, i decided to spend my holiday by staying at my friends houses. doesn't mean that I don't have my own house or what, but you know.. sometimes your own house can't give you the comfort feeling and you find it in other places. ironic
and yeaaaa, i'm getting broke. confirmed! it's all because the clearance sale thingy in cineleisure. shittttt.
why girls love the word "SALE"? i don't know.. but it's like there's a big temptation when it comes to shopping.. adrenaline rush!
aaawwww.... it's a personal satisfaction when you can get what you want (you might not need it) but who cares?
now im going to fetch ati to limkokwing, and then i'm going to pick niva up from LCCT.. ohh what a day. and after that, i'm planning to go home for a while to wash my clothes, clean up my room, then i'm going to deki.... yeap, i dont feel like staying at my house anymore....
wow, ati's ready. go to gooooooo
adios
the last time I posted my blog was about the stupid dearboy. and now, no more dearboy because he turned into fucken jackass. yea, we broke up because he falls for another monkey. hahaha so rude, I know.
anyways, it's not easy to move on, but thank god i have a lot of crazy friends here who entertained me so well :)
so yeah you can say I'm fully recovered now.. I'm more than ok! in fact, I laugh whenever I see his fb profile because it's just like cheddar, CHEESY! totally LAME. you can check it yourself *ask me for the link* :)
ok, forget about all the jackass thingy, now im having my mid break holiday..and i'm going back to j-kota for my mom's bday... SURPRISEEEEEEEEEE !!!! yeap, the little devil turns to be a little angel. giving her mommy a birthday surprise for the first time in her life.....
while i'm waiting to go back to j-kota, i decided to spend my holiday by staying at my friends houses. doesn't mean that I don't have my own house or what, but you know.. sometimes your own house can't give you the comfort feeling and you find it in other places. ironic
and yeaaaa, i'm getting broke. confirmed! it's all because the clearance sale thingy in cineleisure. shittttt.
why girls love the word "SALE"? i don't know.. but it's like there's a big temptation when it comes to shopping.. adrenaline rush!
aaawwww.... it's a personal satisfaction when you can get what you want (you might not need it) but who cares?
now im going to fetch ati to limkokwing, and then i'm going to pick niva up from LCCT.. ohh what a day. and after that, i'm planning to go home for a while to wash my clothes, clean up my room, then i'm going to deki.... yeap, i dont feel like staying at my house anymore....
wow, ati's ready. go to gooooooo
adios
Mar 1, 2009
KL makes me zzzzz
o yeah, back to KL. ahhh shitty shitty life
college starts tomorrow and I'm so-not-fucken ready.
dear holiday, please stay longer :(
I've been here for almost 2 weeks, far far away from my hometown (2 hours by airplane is long enough) and I'm homesick already
but most of all, I miss my dearboy, my stupid dearboy. but sadly, he's very cold hearted
I don't even think he misses having me around hahahaha so so pathetic.
now I'm trying to save money so I can go back to indo ASAP.
can't stand any longer in this shitty town.. take me home pleaseeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
and I swear, next semester break, I won't be too long in Indo. it's too dangerous!
the scientist by coldplay keeps running in my brain..and yeah, it got me, hard.
will I survive from this circumstance? let's pray.
and now I'm stuck, sitting with my 2 crazy step sisters in the dining room, waiting for ellang, docko, and aldris to call and confirming that we're definitely going to genting. gamble man yeaaaaah gamble!!!
who knows I'll go home with a big fat wallet full of cash hahaha. amen.
arghhhh dizzy and grumpy because i just woke up from my short little nap grrr
and I called the stupid dearboy, he's pretty tired so I told him to get rest but deep inside, I wish he could be more interested with the conversation. boy oh boy...
ok, now stuck again. clueless. i think being grumpy is my new activity.
write more later.
ciao.
college starts tomorrow and I'm so-not-fucken ready.
dear holiday, please stay longer :(
I've been here for almost 2 weeks, far far away from my hometown (2 hours by airplane is long enough) and I'm homesick already
but most of all, I miss my dearboy, my stupid dearboy. but sadly, he's very cold hearted
I don't even think he misses having me around hahahaha so so pathetic.
now I'm trying to save money so I can go back to indo ASAP.
can't stand any longer in this shitty town.. take me home pleaseeeeeeeeee!!!!!!
and I swear, next semester break, I won't be too long in Indo. it's too dangerous!
the scientist by coldplay keeps running in my brain..and yeah, it got me, hard.
will I survive from this circumstance? let's pray.
and now I'm stuck, sitting with my 2 crazy step sisters in the dining room, waiting for ellang, docko, and aldris to call and confirming that we're definitely going to genting. gamble man yeaaaaah gamble!!!
who knows I'll go home with a big fat wallet full of cash hahaha. amen.
arghhhh dizzy and grumpy because i just woke up from my short little nap grrr
and I called the stupid dearboy, he's pretty tired so I told him to get rest but deep inside, I wish he could be more interested with the conversation. boy oh boy...
ok, now stuck again. clueless. i think being grumpy is my new activity.
write more later.
ciao.
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